Alone as always

As always alone, time goes by and I'm still the same alone, just watching things, seeing everything happening in front of me. More can not grab anything, everything seems to q crosses my face as if it were invisible, I have made many opportunities pass by my life and now I can not waste time. All I had to err wrong already, from now on are not allowed more errors. I need one more chance to start my life from scratch to put stone by stone, because I'm ungrounded, without direction.I need of more support from those who do not have to lean on when I'm alone and no one else (i and God).